"I don't know," Nida answered, his voice wavering weakly. "Hyne, I don't know. I've just had all this stuff propping me up for a while and I don't know what else to do."

Other than break down.

"Don't leave me alone right now. And promise me that if you still have those crystals, you won't bring them near me. Siren... she won't take the memories and the pain away. I don't know why she won't take them."